pls help me..

helo.its been a month i did not update.i just have no IDEA to write.other than that,i am not sooo happy with my results for monthly test(1).when i get my history result,my hand was as cold as ices.i keep on telling myself 'i am not going to fail,right?'.yeah.it was not fail but not B-.:-(not a good result.after getting my result,i was kinda upset and fed up.want to know how to make myself happy?:)i stright away go to canteen,buy an ice cream.it always make my heart and feeling better.i hope i never ever do this same mistake again and turn into a new leaf...