unhappy because of stress at home....sometimes i don't really feel like home sweet home...its like someone keep telling me "Get Lost,you idiot.you are not in this family!"weird right?
i am the only child in the family.ever since i was born,i feel like i am a burden to my family.i don't feel happy at all.we got reunions during Chinese new year.everyone is laughing except me.i always sat at the corner,watching them together.i am left out!i want to hide but no place....i feel hurt,upset,guilty...Force myself to smile all the time and act like nothings is happened....but deep in my heart,i wanted to cry out loud and scream....i feel lost,hopeless,useless..anything!i don't have a shoulder to cry on and to talk...haizz........nobody will understand how deep the sorrows that i had been kept since small...haizzzz.....
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