These days...

here i am again,haunting back again my blog.i almost forgetten about this blog....spend too much time on FB and twitter i guess...no,spent too much time on youtube but i don't post much vocaloid song here anymore,mostly post on my wall and hearing some English songs.Well things changed again.my life change too rapidly.my friends....well i don't know how to say,sometimes i am trying to avoid them because i don't know what else to talk with them.language problem?maybe...im a half banana,know how to speak chinese but don't know how to read or write...sometimes i wonder it is my fault for not learning my mandarin properly.then,their intrest started to change,they like KPOP..which im not a big fan of it...it not that i hate their songs but i just not quite into it.don't know why...the boys are handsome but looks like flower boys to me.too girly boy,LOL that is how my view to them.at first,im kinda pissed off by them as they said before KPOP is sucks.they will never listen to them...now?they are like FANATIC wtf. This year got a lot of people couple too.they always said study first but at the end they just can't hold back on their feelings to their crush then confess.The boy like the girl and the girl like the boy.perfect and decided together.me?forever alone,get used to it.there are once i fall in love too,but i just scared i would ruin the whole entire relationship.we were good friends and i don't wanna change.somehow,we are now like strangers,we don't talk much.we are different streams and class now.not like the good old times anymore... Time to let go i guess,it was the past and it is now bittersweet memories.nothing can return back like the past unless you are time traveler haha.